This is going to be one helluva year for me.. Not like I didn't realise it before but I really need to remind myself that the fact is still a fact, and I just really need to get a life.
And I want Audiosurf T^T
And not to mention Hatsune Miku too^^
VIDEO OF THE DAY features Kaskade with "Step One Two (Extended Mix)" which was played in a game called Audiosurf and our virtual diva, Hatsune Miku with her song "GAME" by doriko
Lately my neck's been really stiff and its starting to drive me nuts.. I wonder why..
Maybe because I have no life *sigh*
VIDEO OF THE DAY features Hatsune Miku with her song "Hatsune Miku's Head Exercises", which pretty much explains itself *cracks neck* Song made by MAIRISUTO
Ugh.. I just really can't put into words what had happened since my last post. I just... can't D: Mainly has to do with my alter-interwebs-ego personality.. thing. I don't know..
ANYWAYS its that time of the year again. MIDS EXAM. And I seriously am having trouble trying to study which are mainly caused by my relationship thingy and also my family. And since I'm so sure some day someone would stumble upon this post I'm not gonna go into the details, only that I love him very, very much and that if only I can really, really tell him the truth about myself. Only then the realisation of 'what a monster I am would come into meaning *sigh*
Can't find a suitable video to feature in this post.
By the way did I mentioned that I'm addicted to Lucky Star? Oh well, bye-bee~~~
AT LONG LAST I finally changed my blog layout!!!!!
Introducing lil' Miss Hatsune Miku as "Black Rock Shooter" XDD Its a figurine of her, coming out in I-don't-know-when but its obvious Japanese are the most lucky fans when it comes out >.> ...along with "World is Mine" fire too. Damn Japs are so lucky D:
Ok although I know I should be posting the PV for Black Rock Shooter but I really wanted to post this vid instead. The music, the enchanting composition.. always made me stop and think of the magical way human and machine worked together to produce something this beautiful. It made all those shitty memories clouded over by a veil made of musical notes, a veil I would listen to for hours if only it could last longer than just a few minutes..
Dang I can write a novel on this XD Enjoy!
VIDEO OF THE DAY: "Felix's Machine", Directed by Tom Mansfield, Edited by Chris Barnet, Filmed by Tom Swindel. Machine belongs to Felix Thorn. Extract from composition: 'Glide' recorded and filmed at Gasworks winter 2008. Click here for more of Felix and his Machines.
Okayyyy I know I shoulda post this earlier since there were so many things happened for the last few weeks.. But never mind. I'll go through it one by one. If I can still remember them.
School. The Sejarah Gerak Gempur went alright, except for the essays which consisted mainly of KBKK (spontaneous response or something like that) questions. It was harder than dried shit. For the rest of the questions I managed through-- by cheating >3 Yeah yeah not everyone's an angel. BUT how can you blame us if we found out that kids from other schools already took the exam and have the right answer for each question? Plus that paper came out last year so it wasn't that hard to track down ALL the answers :)
Which caused the teachers refusing to mark our papers and plan to do our own Greak Gempur, a gazillion times harder D:
Still in the school subject. The English presentation for 'The Pearl' went alright, got a lot of surpised reactions from the whole class (Zak threatened to choke me unfortunately). Ika and Khai tragic breakup.. Nami's fetish for handsome ladies.. Waffles after school with Tima.. Got a lot of 'comments' on my realistic underwater sketches during art class in EC.. And lastly oral for Bahasa tomorrow, but I still haven't memorised a single thing D:
MOVING ON! About myself. Got a new printer/scanner close to RM300 and loving it already. I installed and registered it all by myself, upon which I was expecting some kind of gratitude from my dad for doing all the dirty work for him BUT instead got scolded because one of the experimental prints I printed (LOL the irony..) got anime pictures in it D: He thought I was trying to abuse the damn machine or something and so I got pissed at that figgin motherfucker even more. Just you see what I'll do with mah little fwend >3
Now to the videos. Two little animation caught my attention lately, but bears a huge contrast to one another but at least you'll understand what kind of things going through in my head simultaneously :) ENJOY
And below is the kind of video I would want to wake up every morning to. So energetic that your brain bleeds XD
VIDEO OF THE DAY : "KIX by The Real Tuesday Weld", animation by George Fort. Music animation for the English Band " The real Tuesday weld". Hosted officially by aniBOOM in YouTube.
"LOVE AND JOY FOR EVERYONE", animated using MikuMikuDance, created by a NicoNicoDouga user. Song originally belongs to Yuki Kimura. Animation features various characters from Vocaloid, Gackpoid, IdolM@ster, TOHOU, Fireball, McDonalds and an Unknown-Koala-In-Baseball-Suit (probably a mascot for a Japanese baseball team). Hosted in YouTube by various users.
Last night had been a pretty shitty one for me, all thanks to my stupid internet for being so slow.. I don't know.. Lately I've been pissing up on almost everything, especially on myself. I mean just what the hell is wrong with me???? I feel like dying!!!!
So I watched this....
Ohh.. Simon you have no idea what I have to go through everyday ^^
VIDEO OF THE DAY : "Alice and Me" , Directed by Micha Wald / Belgium / 2004. "Simon has to drive his elderly aunt Mala and her two friends to the seaside. Whilst driving he argues with his girlfriend Alice on the phone. The 3 women slowly begin to interfere". For more on Micha Wald please go to Versus Production (Belgian).
How long has it been? 5 months? There's just so many things that had happened within this short period. And I'm sad to say that it was filled with heartbreaking moments that, no matter how hard I tried but failed to avoid, keep resurfacing no matter what time or where I am.
One of the things that left a deep, uncurable mark in my heart is the death of my beloved grandfather. I will not dwelve into this any further, for it would only remind me of my loneliness for the years to come. God will always be with you, so please rest in Heaven.
The other thing that kept bugging me is the fact that I'm a total epic failure at everything I do. I got disappointing results from last year (form 4) and now I'm going to have my SPM by the end of this year, but I'm still not prepared to face it. Not now.. Maybe never. I already got all the necessary preparations in full throttle; my tuition classes and extra classes, revision books and ample time for studying. Its just that I don't feel like studying anymore.
I feel as if there's no reason to continue on learning. In my head I just couldn't help but think "I'm such a loser, so why bother trying to archieve success when you know you will never get it?"
Yesterday (Saturday, 28th Feb) I read an article in a local magazine. It was trying to show how schooling kids (primary or secondary -- it made no difference) these days are getting even more barbaric than what we expected them to be. *One of the kids who got interviewed told the reporter why he didn't like studying. Didn't he feel at loss when he skipped class while everyone else gained more and more knowledge? "Nope. 'Coz I'm just too lazy to study anymore. Boring"
What can I say? I can't just grind my teeth and say that 'the kid's a jerk' or 'he'll grow up to be a failure' or something. Because if I do, I might as well say that 'I'm a jerk'or 'I'll grow up to be a failure'. And live the rest of my life as a living trash and not doing anything to improve myself.. for there is none.
BTW first test going to be on 3rd to 5th March, yet I still haven't read a single page of my revision book.
SIDE NOTES:
*Mastika, "Ke Hadapan Datuk Seri Hishammuddin.. Bacalah Laporan Perisikan Ini" 2009, Mastika:Majalah No. 1 Malaysia.
VIDEO OF THE DAY features Miku, Kaito, Len and Haku. Song is "Shining Ray" which was originally sung by Janne Da Arc.
